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About Me Member Lyrics Writer Chelsea99/Female/United States Recent Activity Deviant for 1 Year
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For the love of GOD. Do not NEGATIVELY CRITICIZE my work. I don't even want SUGGESTIONS. Wanna know why? because I DO NOT give a FLYING FUCK.

Devious Info

  • Current Residence: Wherever it rains
  • deviantWEAR sizing preference: ...
  • Print preference: ...
  • Interests: music/acting
  • Favourite movie: too many to decide
  • Favourite band or musician: Flyleaf, Reliant K, Stellar kart, Kutless, Skillet,
  • Favourite genre of music: Alternative/Rock/Metal/Christian Rock
  • Favourite artist: Lisa Collison
  • Favourite poet or writer: Taylor Nelson
  • Favourite photographer: Ashlee Webster
  • Favourite style of art: Anime/cartoon
  • Operating System: Macbook
  • MP3 player of choice: iTouch
  • Shell of choice: Chocolate
  • Wallpaper of choice: ...
  • Skin of choice: That's messed up..
  • Favourite game: idk
  • Favourite gaming platform: idk
  • Favourite cartoon character: idk
  • Personal Quote: I am dying, but the world keeps turning, I am crying, but my tears won't stop the burning.
  • Tools of the Trade: ...

No reason for life...

Fri Nov 6, 2009, 10:11 PM
  • Mood: Lonely
  • Listening to: F
  • Reading: U
  • Watching: C
  • Playing: K
  • Drinking: YOU
I honestly have no reason for life.
I am not really beautiful.
I am not that popular.
I am not extremely smart...
I just don't know why we're made to live our lives and just die.
What am I supposed to do?
What am I meant for?
If all I ever feel is pain, and it seems like it's all I'll ever feel...
Why the hell am I alive?!
I should just die.
I'm not happy.
I should be excited for things that I'm not.
I'm depressed, constantly bringing myself down by thinking of all the things I'm not.
And what I could be.
My faith is still strong. But I'm questioning my reason for existence...
Why am I here? if God knew I was going to be unhappy...Why did he make me?
Maybe it's my own damn fault. I'm sure it is.
I just feel like crying.







Maybe dying.

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:iconlogan-stephens:
Hello. :]

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If you like my art, watch maybe?
:iconchelseaxlolliepop925:
umm....hi...

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Life without you = your life without me = lammee


I love you :3
:iconetoile06:
Merci beaucoup :rose:

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My Website : Pascale Marry

Forgive my broken English . :please:
:iconchelseaxlolliepop925:
(:

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Life without you = your life without me = lammee


I love you :3
:iconprojectcomment:
One of your pieces is featured here: [link]
:iconxxxtayleighxxx:
thanks for the favs chels!!

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let them eat cake!
:iconchelseaxlolliepop925:
yupp :)

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Waking up to see I haven't changed at all
Is like waking up to reality slapping me in the face.


At five thirty in the morning.

And I went to bed at two.


It sucks and pisses me off.


A lot.
:iconxxxtayleighxxx:
thanks for the favs, :aww:.

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let them eat cake!
:iconchelseaxlolliepop925:
yourr welcomee :)

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AND A MULTITUDE OF CAMELS SHALL COVER YOU!!!
:iconazariaspice:
Thanks much for the fav :)

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